Thursday, June 01, 2006,2:11 pm
i just want youu to be REAL with me .andd . be by my side because youu want to .not because there's some hidden motive .or there's something youu wanna get off me .with me till you've got what youu wanted .then leave me .SAVE IT .im sick of beingg chucked aside when youu dont need me .then come rushing back when you DECIDED i have a use .im just sick of having people playing with my feelings .coming andd going as they please .haas . this is nobody in particularr .if youu readd this and have THAT feeling .yeshh . its youu . LALALAS =DDspent the night talking with cherie .before went to visit ahmaa . haas .the reall onee . not peiyun =x LOL .CHERIE XU SHI HUI .i wish you all the best . hahas . must keep your confidence all the way .no turning back ohkay !!rememberr ourr deaall horhs .haas . hopefully we wont have to wait that long yea ? x)its better that he get angry over the truth .then being 'happy' remaining with this OBVIOUS wall between you two.and . how long can he stay mad . you DID tell him thew truth yea ? x))hahas .dont worry . if he still doesnt get it .i'll smack him forr you =DD wahah .hope he doesnt seee this =x *COUGH .
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